WHEN MY FATHER DIED, EVERYONE EXPECTED MONEY…

That night, I placed the cactus in the center of my kitchen table and sat across from it, just as my father had once done so many times. Under the yellow glow of the overhead light, it looked painfully ordinary. A slightly crooked cactus in a faded pot, its surface rough and uneven, bearing the quiet scars of time. Anyone else might have seen it as an afterthought, a token gesture meant to soften an uneven inheritance. But as I stared at it, something shifted inside me.

I remembered how that cactus had followed my father through decades of life. It had been there through moves, through illnesses, through long stretches of loneliness he never admitted to. It had survived winters of neglect and summers of absent-minded watering, leaning stubbornly toward the light no matter where it was placed. My father had never been a man of many words. He expressed himself through habits, through things he kept close, through what he chose not to discard. Sitting there, I realized that the cactus was not random. It was the one constant he had allowed himself.

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