But the moment the words left my mouth, the room changed. It was as if a draft blew through, chilling everything. Her face hardened. Her eyes narrowed with a mixture of betrayal and old, unspoken resentments. Then came the explosion. “I’m your mother — you owe me!” she shouted, her voice sharp enough to make the baby startle in my arms. The words weren’t just loud; they were heavy, weighted with decades of sacrifices she had made, burdens she had carried alone, injustices she believed she had endured without complaint. And behind her fury, I saw something else — fear.
I tried to explain my heart — that I wasn’t abandoning her, that I never would — but she was already crying, her anger folding inward into hurt. That night, as I fed the baby in the dim light of her nursery, my chest ached. Had I asked too much? Had I said the wrong words? Or had she heard something I didn’t even say — that I was tired, that I was drowning, that I needed her in a way she could no longer meet? I was halfway through changing a diaper when my seven-year-old appeared at the door, trembling. “Mom,” she whispered, “Grandma’s going somewhere.” Her voice held a fear no child her age should have to learn.