I never imagined betrayal would arrive wearing the familiar face of the child I carried for nine months, the child whose scraped knees I kissed and whose nightmares I soothed with whispered promises that the world would never hurt him while I was near. And yet it did, on a rain-heavy Thursday evening in Eugene, Oregon, when the sky pressed low and gray against the windows of our aging cedar house and the air smelled of wet earth and old wood. My name is Margaret Lawson, and I was sixty-four that year. My husband, Daniel, had turned sixty-seven just days earlier, and we had followed our son, Caleb, down into the basement because he insisted there was a serious problem near the foundation—said it needed immediate attention, said waiting could cause permanent damage.
His voice had been polite, almost tender, the way it used to be when he was young and wanted something from us. That alone should have unsettled me, because Caleb hadn’t spoken gently in years. The moment Daniel and I stepped fully onto the basement floor, the single overhead bulb flickering weakly, the door slammed shut above us with a sharp, deliberate crack. It wasn’t an accident. It wasn’t carelessness. It was final. Then came the unmistakable sound of a lock sliding into place.