I believed, for far too long, that I had a firm grasp on what was happening inside my own home. I believed that routine equaled harmony, that silence meant peace, and that adulthood had taught me how to recognize trouble before it crossed the line into damage. I was wrong. My name is Rufus, I’m fifty-five years old, and I’ve spent most of my adult life on highways, in airports, and inside warehouses, managing freight routes and solving problems that came with clear paperwork and measurable outcomes. I liked that kind of order. It made sense.
People, on the other hand, were far more complicated. The one person I never found complicated was my daughter, Emily. From the moment she was born, she was the steady point in my life, the place where my guarded nature softened without effort. Emily grew into a woman who carried strength quietly, without needing to announce it. She was thoughtful, stubborn in the best way, and deeply empathetic. When her mother—my first wife, Sarah—died of cancer ten years ago, Emily was only fifteen. I watched my daughter lose her childhood overnight, just as I lost the woman I thought I’d grow old with.