The rain is falling so hard that night seems submerged, the porch light blurring into a pale halo as if viewed through water. When I open the door, my sister Megan is standing there, soaked through, hair plastered to her face, one hand clutching a thick manila envelope and the other wrapped tightly around the small fingers of a little girl. The child’s sneakers are muddy, her jacket too thin for the cold, her eyes wide but silent. Megan’s lips tremble as she speaks, barely above a whisper, as though saying the words too loudly might make them collapse. She says, “This child isn’t ours. Not anymore.
I stand frozen in the kitchen while Megan sets the envelope on the counter as if it might explode. She opens it with shaking hands, spilling out papers stamped with authority, DNA charts, percentages, medical terminology that suddenly carries unbearable meaning. She explains that they did the test for medical history, something routine, something harmless. It came back showing Ava was related to her—first-degree. Her eyes meet mine, filled with terror and certainty all at once. “Hannah,” she says, “she’s yours.” And in that moment, time fractures, pulling the past violently into the present.