Months passed, and true to his word, Ethan kept showing up. At first, I waited for the pattern to break. I expected excuses, last-minute cancellations, a sudden emergency at work, or his mother’s sharp voice pulling him back into old habits. But he came. He sat in the stiff plastic chairs at pediatric checkups, asking thoughtful questions about feeding schedules and vaccinations. He learned how to hold our son with steady arms instead of awkward hesitation. He practiced changing diapers until he could do it in the dark. He filed the legal acknowledgment papers without prompting. He even stood up to his mother once—firmly, clearly—when she criticized the way I dressed the baby.
I watched it happen over a video call. His voice didn’t tremble. He didn’t look at the floor. He simply said, “Mom, this is not your decision.” It was a small sentence, but it carried years of unspoken rebellion. Still, even as he grew into a father, something inside me had already shifted beyond repair. The part of me that once waited for him to become this version had grown quiet. Not bitter. Not cold. Just… finished.