The night my marriage ended wasn’t dramatic in the way movies portray it. There was no storm outside, no thunder to mirror the chaos in my chest. There was only Evan’s voice, loud and cruel, filling the small living room as our son Noah whimpered in my arms. His words came fast and sharp, each one designed to wound. He accused me of things I’d never done, twisted his own guilt into rage, and hurled it at me like a weapon.
When he screamed that I was a tramp and that our child would grow up the same, something inside me fractured quietly rather than shattering all at once. I remember the door slamming behind us, the cold air biting my face, and the way the house that had once been my home suddenly looked like it belonged to someone else. The neighbors’ lights were on, but their curtains stayed drawn. No one intervened. No one asked questions. I stood there on the porch for a moment, stunned, rocking Noah gently as if movement alone could protect him from the hatred he’d just witnessed. I didn’t cry until much later, when I realized there was nowhere to go and no one coming to save us.